We had an interesting weekend with Moyz. I am not sure if I should call it good, or call it bad. But basically he was afraid of everyone, even our good friends who he spends a ton of time with. And we went to DQ for supper and he wasn't happy there either. I think at DQ he was perhaps upset with all of the crowds of people, but I can't explain everything else. The good thing is if I am trying to think positive, is that he wanted me really bad all the time. Of course, since I am a glass half-empty type of person, I thought that he felt like he was at an orphanage and we were going to abandon him.
I guess it all just plays into my fears that I mentioned earlier about him really being okay. I know that it is great that he wanted me, but he really seemed upset as opposed to just anxiety over people. Of course, I could just be looking into it much more than I need to because why think about something when you can over-analyze it in every way? Yikes.
And then I read someone else's blog about how their child regressed and is drooling and not remembering how to get dressed or put their garbage in the garbage can. Still, attachment is scary if you don't think it is going right, even if it may not be "all that bad". Plus I need to remember that attachment is a journey, not a destination, and that there will be ups and downs. Even when I can't tell if something is an up or a down!